Answer:

Well, if so then try to understand.  Personally, I have found something here better than gold or the greatest treasures known.  The sense of relief over this is so strong that it provokes the desire to share the wealth.  Everyone has their own experience, so mine is only reflected here.  Ask other Orthodox Christians and clergy in the Church what their experiences are.  Most of us are really dedicated to the faith (especially converts) but we never forget what it was like before.  The goal is not to be a fanatic, the goal is Christ and His Kingdom.  To understand what that exactly means is beyond the scope of this site or even of any writing about Orthodoxy, though they do help.  The best thing is to come and see for yourself.